Senin, 24 Juni 2013


The loneliness of nights alonethe search for strength to carry onmy every hope has seemed to diemy eyes had no more tears to crythen like the sun shining up aboveyou surrounded me with your endless loveCoz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me
You are my everythingNothing your love won't bringMy life is yours aloneThe only love I've ever knownYour spirit pulls me throughWhen nothing else will doEvery night I prayOn bended kneeThat you will always beMy everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreamsare suddenly realityyou've opened up my heart to feela kind of love that's truly reala guiding light that'll never fadethere's not a thing in life that I would ever tradefor the love you give it won't let goI hope you'll always know

You're the breath of life in methe only one that sets me freeand you have made my soul completefor all time (for all time)
You are my everything (you are my everything)Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)My life is yours alone (alone)The only love I've ever knownYour spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)Every night I pray (I pray)On bended knee (on my knee)That you will always bebe my everything

[almost spoken:] Every night I praydown on bended kneethat you will always bemy everythingoh my everything

MY EVERYTHING
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MY EVERYTHING

i miss this feels. i feel no stupid things to think. its been along time i think, i didnt feel like this. i miss my past so much but that was kinda wasting time.. i have to move towars. weirdo you know, when you feel like you're on the right position all days, but in fact, you're totally in danger. that's what i feel in this first year of high school. i loved it, i like my friends,my class,the teachers is.. yaa not bad, the schools also. But i dont know, i dont like the situation at all, not because i'm in x1 which they said, the highest rated.. i didnt feel it too haha, they're damn smart i know but thats not the point here. the point is, i hatee my self before, i hate why my position is not like them. nor save at all like them which we're on the same way,same mind that time. i know you wont understand. neither am i.... haha-_-. pokoknya gue suka masa2 sma ini sebenernya, gue cinta lopelope banget sama kelas gue. tapi gue gasuka posisi gue, itu kayak semacam kurang enak lah.... apa karna sugesti gue. if idont mind, i would like to say im sooo would like to move from that school, mungkin gue gak cocok di negri dimana kita harus berjuang sendiri semuanya tapi bukan itu ternyata. gue tau sekarang, GUE KURANG CUEK. yes.... gue terlalu memikirikan hal hal negatif yang cuma akhirnya bikin gue stress.... tapi itu semua udah berakhir lah:") sekarang gue udah berubah INSYA ALLAH hehe... i have to move on and be who i'am.... cita2 gue udah sangat menanti... gaada lagi waktunya sedih2 mikirin kelas apa nantilah, atau apalah... i got science class.. that's really amazing for me... sekarang serius gue udah gabisa sedih lagi rasanya:") smile sah.... udah lama gak liat lu senyum;)
smile sah
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smile sah

Selasa, 11 Juni 2013

life is too hard, when im trying to keep my self in the save area. Situations underesetimate me and kick me out. But now when im out, situations straching me down. What do you want from me?...im just a first year senior higschool girl what do you expect?. Gue baru sadar, gue udah melakukam terlalu banyak kesalaham sama kekhilafan yg disengaja. Gue gak mikir banget. Allah udah ngasih segini banyak nikmat buat gue tapi gue nya,still went sad with my own fault that i wont blame my self with it. My dad word lastnight was shaking me DAMN real. Im not really remember all of it but the point is "we should let everythig happen it self by smiling, if something bad happen... we cant do anything,why scared?... and in my school case. We have to see the result, not the thing that just happen amd we regret it too much. Now..... i wont be sad again EVER. I dont care what youll said about my score... i do that with my own ability and effort.... i should be sooooo damn proud. Gue gak peduli masuk ipa berapa aja nanti, priority is always science 1 but God know what's the best for me.... Allah is soooo kind:")

IM CHANGE
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IM CHANGE

Sabtu, 01 Juni 2013

Last Final or whatever okay UKK. ujian kenaikan kelas

that word,is pretty serious statemen for me. well know im a senior high school first year
that will move to the next year. Penjurusan... i bettter do an harry potter owl text. divergent aptitute test than this hahaha engga juga ding. i've been trough a pretty hard time these year, banyak hal yang gak pernah gue duga terjadi sekarang.. sma ini ga semudah yang keliatannya di tv... but now is, where should i start. ini bakal jadi awal baru. belajar gue harua santai tapi paham, sekarang. i dont care anymorw about what they'll said.. im scared my self already. this is scary ya Allah, but i have to past this.. please stay with me ya Allah:"3...

UKK
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UKK