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09.26
Jumat, 29 Maret 2013
i always say that i live in a perfect life, my parents and all my bigfamily always love and support me. but when i take a look at my life, i was too wastingg time--_-. i supposed to still living in jakarta, not moving here-_- hehe tapi yasudahlah haha. kalo liat2 postingan gue dulu2._. gue lebay banget ya jadi anak-_-- tapi seru lah ada pengalaman idup. Now on my mind is, gimana caranya gua menikmati idup sebagai 16 year old girl...gua suka banget musik, pelajaran ipa, belajar bahasa, dan mengisi hidup gue dengan bahagia atau gakpernah sedih. Jadi kemaren itu, nilai pelaajaran yang menurut gua bisa dapet 100 atau menopang masadepan gue banget lah, dapet 76 coba? itu pas kkm... tau rasanya? i feel like my dream is just crash, my everything is dissapear but i start remember Allah more... Allah maybe mad at me cause i've been too much selfish or something... I have to take Allah's heart back... i know he'll help me alottt:D. so now what do you think?hehehh
i was?
09.22
she's close. but im scared to her. she's so look like when i was around elementary 6th grader. English language is my priority, keyboard is my everything about music.. my head was just Qur'an.. my mind only thinking about better things.. but now i feel like someone been look like me. and its you, you always makin me jealous.. you know that right? but im scare.. well now im change, im a teenanger now, but i always miss that moment.. you making me stuck there by the way.. well i shouldnt care lah-_- hahaha
i was look like her
09.16
Jumat, 15 Maret 2013
I dont know what exactly on my mind, im just tired. Im tired thinking my score problem, i know allright this is just my own problem but i saw something unfair, and i feel i've been rejected by some parts, they underestimate me. Is this highschool? Is highschool friends is this hard? Is highschool lesson this pressure? No ofcourse i know that. Im just... im just tired, i dont need refreshing, i need someone to tell me that dont be worry about score. They know i love science more than anything, why dont they help? Why they just keep selfishing? Should i do the same thing?. I know life is hard, but why do i make it more pressure?. Somethimes i'm totally wanna move somewhere, somewhere when people is supporting eachother but keep steady there way. Where the people is listen well to me?where they help me to grow as a smart and strong young girl. Im too young for this thinking but im old enough to choose whats the best for me. Im gonna make a change
A thousand years
10.14
