Senin, 28 Januari 2013

wow i just watch it.. is kinda amazing film aigoooo.. hehe. gue telat banget nontonnya--_- bayangin itu film dipute udah dari awal januari gua baru nonton sekarang hff hehe tapi serius pantesan itu film rekor jutaan penonton dalam waktu cepet.. bagus banget filmnya, emang feelnya beda karena gua kan belom pernah nikah, tapi yang capslock dan stabiloin besar dari film itu adalah "PINTER" nya buat gua, betapa enaknya jadi orang pinter, gue bener2 jadi ngidolain professor BJ Habibie sama Ibu almh.Ainun ini... what i learn is nomatter phsicyly look,mental look, whatever type of life.. the important is you have God, Strongness..,and SMART.. aigoh.. gue udah janji juga sama diri gue dan saksinya adek gua, gua janji gua bakal jadi dokter, not because anything.. i have to catch my dream.. i know Allah here..:")
HabibieAinun
10.05

HabibieAinun

"oh here she is mom.." that.. maybe prince or whatever that guy is now scared me to death. "execuseme, who are you?" i said cleary and try to still polite before im trying to kick him in his face. "what? erena you are my sister" "what? but sorry i think im dreaming now." "oh yes because of that spell you just like this sis.. let me explain to you later but we have to see mom first now comeone run.." he still holding my hand and running now.. but suddenly i saw a black light goes trough at me fast and i can feel we both fall and.. "chloe? chloe wake up.. do you want some food?" oh my body's still hurt, seems like i fall for real. "what? oh yes" i said to i dont know but it seems like georgie. i cant open my eyes well, its pretty hurt, well whats that weird dream? is seems so real. the flight is still 7 hours more. i dont think i can sleep again since i wont had a same dream. "hei georgie, why do you think mom choose seoul to vacation?" "i dont know.. but im so excited since there's super junior,shinee,exo there hehee" "when you start interest in them?" "since.. they had that smtown in new york, i watch it by the way" "really? you didnt tell me? how could" "well longstories.. but they're good.." "hey, couple hours ago before i sleep, i saw something weird out of the window.. i saw a man.. like super junior i think--" "what? you are dizzy or something.. by the way my favorite is donghae and siwon do you know them?"--
FAIRYTALES PART 2
09.57

FAIRYTALES PART 2

Jumat, 25 Januari 2013

"Mom, you dont have to worry that much i'm not 6 anymore" i growled. "Chloe im not gonna say it twice, go home before 12pm or we gonna leave you" okay mom is little bit annoying now. "okay okay allright.. im on my way" things same, i'll never get some peace when im stick with my friends, and now its the first day of winter holiday, what do you expect except hanging out or having fun with the snow with your friends?.. but when i just gonna make it.. you know. "Im Home......" i said as clear as i can.
no one answer, maybe i better leave again. Seems my family will go somewhere, i saw a big suitcase,big packing thing and whatever look settled. "momm where are you?.." "up heree" she yell. My mom look packing my clothes and my things, my dad look busy with his pack too, and georgie, look most worse. She's lovely sister actually, she's always on my side, we have a same attitude, but she.. is way out of limit when she's holding her phone whatever happening in this world, like an earthquake, tsunami, or storm when she hold her tab pc, mobile phone, everything is 'dont care'. "going somewhere mom?" "yes.. winter holiday? what about seoul?" "seoul? south korea? perfect mom.." i'll never gonna hurt her with my reaction, actually, i dont really wanna go somewhere that far these day, i wanna spend it just here, LA is good enough in winter for me. "okay did everything settled?" dad suddenly came. "yappp" said georgie with a bright evil smile. "the airplane is at 6 so sleep well this night okay?" "okay dad.." georgie answer it again. For me, i have no idea..

"okay we're fly now.." said the stewardress. im still like unmood situation, i dont know all about korea? all i know is super junior thats it. I know seoul is beautiful like i saw in yoong-ah camera, she is american-korean but i have no idea her english is well, but YES.. i almost forgot why not i call her, she's going back to korea last year and i know she's gonna be there.. i should call her. "sorry dear no phone using now, we're about to take off how about use it later when we're on stabil" the stewardress is shock me to death then i just smile and nods.
im focusing my eye to the cloud behind me, its look so real, since is been along time i didnt rode an airplane.. im pretty uncomftie now.. but whats that? is that a boy? waving at me? from the cloud.. i rubbed my eyes and its still there. my god what is that? that boy is pretty nice looking but its scared me alot. i decided to go to sleep.

"so she's coming mom.. she's absolutely come" said that tall guy. "how's she look like will?" "she's beautiful mom.." where i'ma? oh my god is that that guy i saw in the cloud.. oh my, what is the place? is just like in barbie castle.. oh mommy this is dream right?.
FAIRYTALES Part 1
07.40

FAIRYTALES Part 1

Kamis, 24 Januari 2013

god.. these days i feel so lonely, i feel like i've been so pressure:( mollayo god.. this studyness... this situatin making me down:( im so much care about my future but thi thing scared me god:( ya Allah i know you hrere with me:( please makin me strong ya Allah::(.. no matter wha happen i have to face it and always.. i hate when im down like this:(... i dont know why ya Allah.. i feel like.. i cant really explain, its weird..worse..:( im scared alot with many thought.. specially since many teachers felt bad about my class.. and for me my school is been mssed up since this new year.. ottokaeyo god:( please stay with me..
i dont like this god:(
09.55

i dont like this god:(

Jumat, 11 Januari 2013

I'm broken
Do you hear me
I'm blinded
Cause you are everything I see
I'm dancing, alone
I'm praying
That your heart will just turn around

And as I walk up to your door
My eye turns to face the floor
Cause I can't look you in the eyes and say

When he open his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this, yeah
When he lays you down, I might just die inside
It just don't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this
Can love you more than this

If I'm louder
Would you see me?
Would you lay down in my arms and rescue me?
Cause we are, the same
You saved me, but when you leave it's gone again
And then I see you on the street
In his arms, I get weak
My body fails I'm on my knees
Praying

When he open his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this, yeah
When he lays you down, I might just die inside
It just don't feel right
Cause I can love you more than this

Yeah
I've never had the words to say
But now I'm asking you to stay
For a little while inside my arms
And as you close your eyes tonight
I pray that you will see the light
That's shining from the stars above

When he open his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
Cause I can't love you more than this
Cause I can't love you more than this

When he lays you down, I might just die inside
It just don't feel right
Cause I can't love you more than this, yeah

When he open his arms
And holds you close tonight
It just won't feel right
Cause I can't love you more than this

When he lays you down, I might just die inside
It just don't feel right
Cause I can't love you more than this
Can love you more than this

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/o/one_direction/
More Than This - ONE DIRECTION
10.03

More Than This - ONE DIRECTION

this is why out of limit. i feel like i lost my self since junior high school entering my life. i want that precious elementary days back again, just the sense of feel, i dont need the people there i just want the.. the feel:( i think i have to start make it once, i'll try my best to feel that time. what most amazing from that day is.. i love learning language more than any, i can memorize everything easily, i can memorize 6juz of qu'ran, i love writing story even its hasn't been edited out ever but... its amazing. so start from 3 2 1... i'll be like that again, just the way i'ma..........
I Miss that moment
10.00

I Miss that moment