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Kali kali lah

engga engga bukan galau kali kali aja mau ngepost tentang what i feel about my boyf wkwkwk since he doenst know wwkwk. Im not the type of girl who have so many wish to bbe come true on loves story,i do like people well maybe i love them but i didnt expect alot to have the person or what. Kinda 4 month ago theres a guy who i got a crush on confess to me. I was actually almost like em..... 'okayim not gonna like him anymore lets just take this as a friendship zone' bu then he confess to me and i was like "OMG is this real?" but actually the first time he said he doesnt you know say the point that..... /god im blushing/ but then he said it when i got home. theres no suchthing as said no...... but if i say yes?what if hes just make it fun?like he use to do with me..... a joke?. or not okay what if i got hurt? or what if.... stop. too much what if that time... but i should say yes right(?) waktu itu gue mikirnya gitu. and he's the best ever. tapi ada banyak hal yang gue heran sama diri gue sendiiri,i dont wanna loose him, he know that.. but why i feel like im too protective?. bukan gitu. he's a effinnice guy why dont girl take a look at him for a second. bukan gitu deh inti pembicaraannya. i might be a sensitive girl. i look a thing twice. tapi you have to know i dont care. im jealous.but i dont care at the same time. so it was like "im jealouss:(" but 5 minutes.... "okay i dont care lah...... theres nothing i can do". tapi rizky you haveto know its so lucky to haveyou..... and im being a happy girl now... im sorry if i was too annoyinggg because of my jealousyyyyy im justtt say things on my head,,,,<333