Minggu, 12 Juli 2015


Its damn true, We should never underestimate people and also ourselves. we have all the chance to win everything.

Some Favorites Quotes
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Some Favorites Quotes

Selasa, 09 Juni 2015

HI BLOG HOWS EVERYTHING? HAHA LONG TIME NO POST #krik

so its sbmptn day today._. you know i really wanna be doctor. its a long story im quite dizzy right now ill post more again like i used to. please pray for me:').
these days is rough... well i dont that study hard but mentally im terribly depressed by all this exam...haha lebay no not that depressed. its normal. but its done now mihihihi well catch you later guys im so freakin dizzy-_-
YAAMPUN UDAH BERAPA TAUN
08.17

YAAMPUN UDAH BERAPA TAUN

Selasa, 11 Maret 2014

hi sooo whats up here. hehe. i just wanted to share that im in happy situation now...im just sick now,sinus...comes again... ineed more fresh air-_-... cant wait to moved to overseas...hehee dont mind that. btway its a sudden holiday here, and idk why im so busy-_- this is absolutely annoyingg-_- and i just finnish uts semester2... i need more feels and stuff to school you know-__-....well my boyrfriendd...and best friend is enough but idk theres something lost-_- i think im just hungry now---
Everything has changed
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Everything has changed

Minggu, 01 Desember 2013

i see everything turns not right. my feels. my condition. i know you cant see anything but i feel its weird. God am i way too far from you? or am i off limit?or am i annoying.. i only wishing for hapiness for my parents and me my self right now. happy is easy but hard to feel. i dont know what exactly i feel. i feel strange. i cant get any critic from people. i cant get any advice.. cause i feel they're not giving the best for me. right exactly now my dad was mad at me because of manythings and the hurt one he said i bought a bad influence to my brother who turns to be teenager but he's in not good way now. well stop about the problem cause its family business but now i feel so damn hurt. i feel im no use again in this world. but i cant die like this. this sin... i cant. i wont.
schools are fine i guess. even somethimes is way too hard, but its my choices. science program... i feel im not even study hard yet.. im just 1 percent trying i guess. i dont know where to go now,i dont know what to do seriously i dont know.. i want a better me seriously ya Allah. whats happen to me.
ya Allah aku pengen ngerasain masa masa bahagia waktu dulu semuanya gak sesusah ini dipikir, mau memilih aja susah menurutku sekarang. Aku bahagia dengan beberaapa orang ya Allah tapi aku tidak tahu apa mereka baik untukku dan aku baik untuk mereka lagi atau tidak.. Semuanya terasa dingin ya Allah, dingin karena aku gabisa ngerasain bahagia yang sesungguhnya lagi.. apalagi abis dimarahin gini, aku gatau lagi ya Allah
tapi udahlah, its a brand new day right?sekarang berubah sah. kapan lagi kalo gak sekarang?:")
i dont know where to go
04.21

i dont know where to go

Kamis, 26 September 2013

engga engga bukan galau kali kali aja mau ngepost tentang what i feel about my boyf wkwkwk since he doenst know wwkwk. Im not the type of girl who have so many wish to bbe come true on loves story,i do like people well maybe i love them but i didnt expect alot to have the person or what. Kinda 4 month ago theres a guy who i got a crush on confess to me. I was actually almost like em..... 'okayim not gonna like him anymore lets just take this as a friendship zone' bu then he confess to me and i was like "OMG is this real?" but actually the first time he said he doesnt you know say the point that..... /god im blushing/ but then he said it when i got home. theres no suchthing as said no...... but if i say yes?what if hes just make it fun?like he use to do with me..... a joke?. or not okay what if i got hurt? or what if.... stop. too much what if that time... but i should say yes right(?) waktu itu gue mikirnya gitu. and he's the best ever. tapi ada banyak hal yang gue heran sama diri gue sendiiri,i dont wanna loose him, he know that.. but why i feel like im too protective?. bukan gitu. he's a effinnice guy why dont girl take a look at him for a second. bukan gitu deh inti pembicaraannya. i might be a sensitive girl. i look a thing twice. tapi you have to know i dont care. im jealous.but i dont care at the same time. so it was like "im jealouss:(" but 5 minutes.... "okay i dont care lah...... theres nothing i can do". tapi rizky you haveto know its so lucky to haveyou..... and im being a happy girl now... im sorry if i was too annoyinggg because of my jealousyyyyy im justtt say things on my head,,,,<333
Kali kali lah
09.24

Kali kali lah

Minggu, 08 September 2013

haiiii bloggie how is it? 3 month without me?hahah im not going anywhere actually-_- im just... having a not really great time to think... gue sudah memikirkan banyak tujuan hidup tapi masih ngambang dan belom terlaksana karena banyak penghalang. penghalangnya terlalu kuat, dan gue cuma bisa berdoa supaya penghalang ini cepet pergi. im still aisha who loves to write... here in highschool i found so many crazy moment... terakhir ngepost juni ya? juni itu... lagi liburan ya?great holiday kok... even im not going anywhere... hahahaha but i went to bali on august before... with my honeymoon auntie and uncle my brother and my coussins.. and today is back to where i belong, where?sman 5 tambun selatan. here i wanna tell you something about my first impression. gue dapet ipa, itu rasanya kayak masuk surga sedikit... yes because my future is all science. science is not easy, but i'll make it easy cause i loved it. Gue sangat feeling gue gak mungkin ipa 1, meskipun nilai gue gak jelek2 banget... tapi semua temen2 gua membuat gua ber mind set ipa 1 itu segalanya... gue jadi berfikir meskipun gue gak kebawa gue berfikir gue harus ipa 1 dan TERNYATA gue ipa 2... denger nama gue disebutin di ipa 2 hati gue hancur /lebay/ idk lah..... meskipun denger nama my boyf too di ipa 2... i cant hold my tears... dan apa coba?gue pindah ke ipa 1 dengan cara mengedipkan mata dan sangat sangat gampang.terus terus yaudah.... mungkin gue harus terima kelas2 gue pinter2 semua... yaudah tinggal pinter juga susah banget... gue pasti bisa pinter juga:). sekarang gue gatau harus kemana masa, gue ngerasa gue belom terbiasa mungkin dia pelajaran eksak setiap hari yang lumayan bikin capek... gue semacam butuh pencerahan di awal ini,gue ngerasa aneh aja gatau lah.... apa yang aneh ini. ya Allah, im just lend this hope on you... please be with me all the time God, this world is scary....

semangat sah:")
HAII
01.32

HAII

Senin, 24 Juni 2013


The loneliness of nights alonethe search for strength to carry onmy every hope has seemed to diemy eyes had no more tears to crythen like the sun shining up aboveyou surrounded me with your endless loveCoz all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me
You are my everythingNothing your love won't bringMy life is yours aloneThe only love I've ever knownYour spirit pulls me throughWhen nothing else will doEvery night I prayOn bended kneeThat you will always beMy everything
Now all my hopes and all my dreamsare suddenly realityyou've opened up my heart to feela kind of love that's truly reala guiding light that'll never fadethere's not a thing in life that I would ever tradefor the love you give it won't let goI hope you'll always know

You're the breath of life in methe only one that sets me freeand you have made my soul completefor all time (for all time)
You are my everything (you are my everything)Nothing your love won't bring (nothing your love won't bring)My life is yours alone (alone)The only love I've ever knownYour spirit pulls me through (your spirit pulls me through)When nothing else will do (when nothing else will do)Every night I pray (I pray)On bended knee (on my knee)That you will always bebe my everything

[almost spoken:] Every night I praydown on bended kneethat you will always bemy everythingoh my everything

MY EVERYTHING
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MY EVERYTHING