i miss this feels. i feel no stupid things to think. its been along time i think, i didnt feel like this. i miss my past so much but that was kinda wasting time.. i have to move towars. weirdo you know, when you feel like you're on the right position all days, but in fact, you're totally in danger. that's what i feel in this first year of high school. i loved it, i like my friends,my class,the teachers is.. yaa not bad, the schools also. But i dont know, i dont like the situation at all, not because i'm in x1 which they said, the highest rated.. i didnt feel it too haha, they're damn smart i know but thats not the point here. the point is, i hatee my self before, i hate why my position is not like them. nor save at all like them which we're on the same way,same mind that time. i know you wont understand. neither am i.... haha-_-. pokoknya gue suka masa2 sma ini sebenernya, gue cinta lopelope banget sama kelas gue. tapi gue gasuka posisi gue, itu kayak semacam kurang enak lah.... apa karna sugesti gue. if idont mind, i would like to say im sooo would like to move from that school, mungkin gue gak cocok di negri dimana kita harus berjuang sendiri semuanya tapi bukan itu ternyata. gue tau sekarang, GUE KURANG CUEK. yes.... gue terlalu memikirikan hal hal negatif yang cuma akhirnya bikin gue stress.... tapi itu semua udah berakhir lah:") sekarang gue udah berubah INSYA ALLAH hehe... i have to move on and be who i'am.... cita2 gue udah sangat menanti... gaada lagi waktunya sedih2 mikirin kelas apa nantilah, atau apalah... i got science class.. that's really amazing for me... sekarang serius gue udah gabisa sedih lagi rasanya:") smile sah.... udah lama gak liat lu senyum;)
